Click "read more" to read the lyrics.
Man, I was just tryin to eat
is this what happens?
yo I�mma do this in one take
cause if I gota do it again, it just
wasn�t meant to be�
yo Golden Child, I owe you big
time for this joint yo.
that� s my word.
people, feel me.
I sit up nights let the beat loop
contemplate what to write
think you got me figured out
but you�ll never know what its like
to live my life
the attempts to live up to the hype
of being the nicest Asian to ever lift the mic
if I bite the dust while Im writin this song
then I might just end up right where I belong
amongst legends that�s how yall should remember
me gone but forever existent in a memory
so I never ask for applause
if all goes well I�ll leave this earth
due to a natural cause
picture me with my grandkids 60 yrs old
watchin BET footage from 40 years ago
like �ya grandfather he use to be a beast
when it came time to battle ain�t
nobody wanna piece�
the way I tell the story they amazed Im older
tellin me �grandpa ya glory days is over�
flashback to the present moment
where the real battles just gettin
started and I�m my own opponent
ready to call it quits but gettin the busy tone
I might stop by radio and pull a Bizzy Bone
see my whole life changed in the last 4 yrs
a lot of laughter but definitely not without tears
I watched the asian rap community grow
first there was none now theres a few cats
that nobody knows
I suppose they label me the one that was
choosen to open doors for those that were
who oughta get props I composed a list
in no particular order yo it goes like this
YungMAC the prot�g� LS is a beast lyrically
Snacky Chan Thai & FAReast
Liv n proof Shogun K Grey I�m with ya
we gota open our eyes and see the bigger picture
Jargon INVAZN On Fire get props
REIGN ERA Mountain Brothers holla at me Chops!
if I didn�t mention ya name don�t take it as a dis
you got my support if you takin it serious
sometimes my efforts seem unappreciated
I know I ain�t shit!! but hey at least I made it this far
for yall that didn�t wish me success heres my
biggest flaw I still wish yall the best
and thru it all I kept a level head
listened to GOD and ignored what the devil said
I can�t leave rap alone the game needs me
hard to let go cause none of this came easy
how many times do I gota prove myself!?
do I really gota battle EM and Lose Myself!??
106 The Fight Klub Smack DVD a classic CD
well at least it was to me
what else can you do to me?
I went to war with the radio station on behalf
of my community
bout to retire pull a Hova I quit
no more its over for Jin Im tired that�s it.